When I was diagnosed with "paranoid schizophrenia" in 2011, I never imagined that I would heal, let alone that one day I would be making silly rap videos!

But such is the psychospiritual development process that I call "sacredphrenia." Cutting-edge alternative psychiatrists such as R.D. Laing, John Weir Perry knew about this. They viewed psychosis as an attempt on the part of the unconscious to heal the psyche, eventually (key word: eventually - it took me years of trial and error experimenting with alternative modalities) resulting in a psychologically healthier human being.

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Here, lemme condense my healing journey into a selfie that’s so grammable these Insta-lurking grambabes and grambros won’t know what hit ‘em. 💥

The truth is that some things are better left unshared on social media. “Don’t cast your pearls before swine,” as Jesus says in the Bible. “Or they will trample them under their feet, turn, and tear you to pieces.”

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Whatsup, internet! I’m Jacob. I’m a spiritual sorta dude. I recite mantras to Jupiter and draw oracle cards and all that shnazz. When Jehovah’s Witnesses come to my door, I tend to engage them in theological discussions.

But what I’m really working on is being more HERE-itual. It’s my new word to describe being HERE. In the flesh. Embodied.

You see, it’s all too easy for our spirits to flee our bodies when we experience the horrors of the world. 🙈

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Last weekend, I attended a memorial service for a sacredphrenic man who made an indelible mark on the world, even in the midst of his great suffering.

Hundreds gathered to pay tribute to a remarkable human being, known by many as the “Mexican Picasso.” Through his paintings, he seemed to express concepts that were just outside the bounds of most people’s accepted definitions of reality. A cubist, hallucinogenic world, rich with symbol.

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Watching Undone was easily one of the more profound experiences of my life. I sobbed for about fifteen minutes at the end of the final episode.

In many ways, it was like watching my own life. The brain injury, the psychotic break, the shamanic opening, the ear ringing, the timelines converging, the messianic vision…

I had a Truman Show-like experience watching this show, as though it was written exactly for me to see at this pivotal point in my life.

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Introducing Spiritual Google....

It’s for all those thorny questions that have been plaguing you for years on end. You know, the ones that eat away at your insides? The ones that rattle around inside you and prevent you from achieving your full potential?

When your wife leaves you for that young dental assistant, regular Google just won’t cut it.

No, you need Spiritual Google. There are just some questions regular Google can’t answer. You’ve gotta pull out the metaphysical search engine.

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Can you feel it?

We’re in the beginning stages of a consciousness revival that will make the ‘60’s look like a straight-laced, corporate meeting.

The conditions on the planet are such that it is inevitable. Transformative technologies are appearing in more and more people’s peripheries, ecstatic tools to counter the drudgery of the Game A rendition of reality we’ve been force fed for so long, which, of course, tightens its grip in the face of such opportunities.

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We like to pretend we’ve come so far since the days of lobotomies. Remember that only sixty years ago, we were driving ice picks through people’s eye sockets to damage their brains in the hopes that it would relieve their psychological suffering. 🔪🧠

One prominent example: President John F. Kennedy’s sister, Rosemary, was lobotomized at age 23 and left with the mental capacity of an infant who could neither walk nor speak intelligibly.

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That’s my “feelin it” face. Fresh off my first public presentation and a day’s worth of connecting with dozens of people in front of my booth at the Re-Imagine Wellness Fair in Reno. I gave free Nessor sessions and signed people up for free consultations. Handed out business cards and got a better feel for my “elevator pitch.”

Cannot thank the Re-Imagine team enough for all the hard work they put in to make this event happen in only NINE SHORT WEEKS. And thank you to Aurelia Faylacawn for the fantastic photo. 👍😁👍

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In November of 2017, this very luminescent and psychic woman approached me and said she could feel there was something about me that was special, some leadership quality that needed to be brought out. It impacted me. ✨

I’d just started becoming more socially engaged, but was still frail from years of being eaten alive by my thoughts. They say first impressions are lasting impressions, and that was most certainly the case with Ashley Ahmadzai, who I’ve only grown more impressed with as time has gone by!

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